I heard my lil sister said her relationship with her boyfriend was broken. I called her idiot and said it's just her fault to lost that good guy like him.

My lil sister cried alot.

And after that, her new boyfriend - who was just begging her to be come her boyfriend, that guy sweet in mouth but ugly in heart, he like a jerk when secretly went out with my lil sister's friend, too.

And their relationship broken. Ofc, my lil sister's friend gone with that jerk too. They set a fight with my lil sister.

My lil sister cried again.

Then she going out with some boys after that, I know she need a shoulders, but I keep calling her idiot. I said guy are shit.

Infact, the good guy whom she lost in past - I also missed him so much, my lil sister and him are really a innocent and cute couple, he was like a real guy. When my lil sister went out with him I felt really safe and comfortable. I just whished they've never ended like that.

My life, it's full with broken relationship with my band, my team and my friends, maybe I understand my lil sister feeling.

So, whenever I listen a love song or sad song, I think about myself and think about how my lil sister felt.

I keep calling her idiot, but in fact, I call myself idiot. I have to act like a strong and heartless person. If not, I will cry all year like a fool.